'I'm on a roller coaster that only goes up, my friend.'
I hate pity parties. I hate posting sad stuff on social media. But when you have no one, I mean literally no one, it helps to say things in the air like something little has been lifted off of you.
Just remember, doesn’t mean that my life or someone else’s is at a very bad situation right now that yours will be too. Life is still good.
I just want to cease participating in life right now. Taking a step back, a breather, and forcing my eyes to look at the bigger picture in a clearer perspective.
The problem with Okay.
Discipleship is relationship. It’s ongoing. I think I thought it should be. But when one party thinks the job is okay, the job is done. Discipleship stops. We can never be sure of anything. When we thought that things are going to turn out okay, they won’t and vice versa.
The job is never done. Discipleship more than relationship. It should continue. One to one to one to one. It never ends. Never think that your job is done with that person because you’ll never know. Once idle, the enemy just attacks, attacks, attacks. Stab after stab, discipleship will weaken, worship will crumble down. You’ll never know. Sounds needy and desperate but.
My hope for the disciples that you never stop. You never give up. You never be like me. You never say okay when it’s not.
I hope Okay won’t be your always.